♥ Thursday, March 17, 2005
haha.. i think it's better i post right before i sleep... if not i'll be updating twice a day... =/ just went out to buy some stuffs and of course in search of my tiramisu... haiz.. and i failed again... cant find~~ =( instead, met shuai ges again.. bwahahaha~ !!huge notice!! im not desperate..... haha!
again, i saw a group of bballers, i think from bishan park... happens to be my friend's friends... haiz~ whyy does this always happen? this time, no jap style.. only spikes and more spikes~ but 80% of the team is above average... =P i didnt have time to talk much, so i was just "hi" and went off to buy my stuffs... =/ but, i could hear clearly that one guy was singing tong hua~~ at least he didnt "ruin" the song... hehe~ i think im really crazy about the song... o.O!! then, i have to walk back the same way to go back... and they were still there... i was spotted but i just avoided and ran off.. =X okayy, wondering whyy i did that? here's whyy.......... i dont know!!!!!! haha...
actually, i dont understand whyy my ex all happens to be bballers?! haha... maybe there's a weird attraction... (what rubbish~) i wanna change to uniform groups! okayy, im crapping... how can i say change then change... if it's that easy, i wont be in pain... =/ yummy... having almond pecan praline ice cream... weird name but nice taste~ haiz... wondering if i should go to kbox tomorrow.. i've been longing to do so, but im feeling really broke and abit sian~ =.= yeahh, i got an 'angmoh' group of friends, that are stuck to english songs... but what can i do when i know more chinese songs plus kbox promotes much more chinese songs than english ones? =/
i wonder sometimes if people are taking me for granted, to do things on their behalf... or rather talking to me, for the sake of benefiting something from me... it's like that's all they remember... what am i worth? how pathetic can it be?! excuse me, im human, all right? i aint any slave... ~.~
and one last thing i learnt today,
promises are meant to be broken... right from the start, when any promise is made, im all ready to be disappointed...
loved; 9:06 PM